ABANDONED SHIP
I’m not as hollow as I feel
My abandoned shell just off your sandy shore
You mock me with a gentle breeze
Whistling through my rusting plates
Leaving me covetous for the sound
Of life and laughter
Dreams unrequited, memories escape
The integrity of my bones slowly gives way
Falling in upon myself
Emptiness echoes through and down
Lonely passageways once full of light
Becoming a flood of sleeping shadows
A bird occasionally lights
Upon my deck in an animated flurry
To mock me trapped as I am
You wrecked me here
But you won’t take responsibility
Acknowledge all the songs you’ve silenced
And while I slip with time, into the sea
You are within my sight
But too far from the scope of my grasp
Are you afraid
If you took a step closer
My fury would rise up like a wave
Might pull you under with me
And push your bones up to the surface
Exposed, your carcass on parade
You trepidate, the thought of your insides
Stretched out, like some side show fake
Gelatinous sea monster who has lost his venomous sting
Perhaps the enjoyment of the taunt
Has outweighed your concerns
All of your doubts in their nest, little chickens
Clucking to themselves, oblivious
While you play the fox
Sniffing hungrily at the door of your own henhouse
More likely, you are as always
Ambivalent
You don’t know what you want
There is no satisfying conclusion
Standing in the sun, while you feign sitting in the shade
You are not Switzerland when you have an agenda
You can’t decide what leaves you shining
To sink me, to leave me or to try save me
So you just stand there staring from the shore
Gawking at my spreading rust
All my insides floating like an algae bloom
Turning into a suffocating blanket of red
Declaring that you’re helpless
All you can do is look away now
Let things decompose as they do naturally when left alone
LM 2014 – 2018
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